Heal Me

‘What the hell, are you saying’! , screamed Ananya .
My heart was racing at high-speed. My beloved Wife was sobbing like an innocent child .


All the vows, promises and the love which I bestowed on her flashed like a blurred memory.
My words have screwed up her mind and she began to groan at me .
‘How dare…… you point a question on my character’?
Wha….. What …. you mean’?. I’m not a virgin,….
she busted in anger.

Ananya red face shining with rage, her watery eyes and glossy lips was stammering in shock.
That day I realized ……. My World has crashed in front of my eyes.
The beads fallen on ground signified my failed marriage , unbearable loss. Thread of love, friendship and marriage weaved together ……… which she wore on her neck with a pride now tossed on the floor.
‘Every single beads were my love to her which was cursed by my words’.
I sit with the thud on the floor and began to punish myself for the blunder. Words can’t be taken aback , they were as helpless as me .
Smashed on the door awakened me from my crumpled thoughts but it was late…… She was gone . Gone…… forever.

I loved her more than my life. One part of me wants to stop her, cuddle , make love to her like my last wish….. ……but other part didn’t allow me to tell the truth.

‘I’m sorry Dhruv ! it’s too late. Cancer at fourth stage … Dr harry frowned’.
My face turned blue and I struggled for breath. My mind was at the verge to explode and brain has almost stopped working for a while .
After sixty seconds, juggling with the truth; I cleared my throat and asked him,
‘How much time I have….…………..?

‘ Only four months . … Sorry’! You are dying Dhruv’, doctor answered.

It was the end of my life. The last chapter……
‘She was the one who could heal me, my dying soul’.

I know I lose her but this pain is bearable than looking my queen in white sari.

72 thoughts on “Heal Me

  1. DOCUS January 19, 2018 / 5:54 pm

    Kya baat!kya baat!kya baat!ha ha.Sach m bahot h achi story hai ye.Tumne itti choti story m na sab kuch likh diya.Mai agar aise story likhunga tou kavi itta short aur acha nai kar pyunga.Keep it up rocker

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    • Shayra January 19, 2018 / 6:31 pm

      Thanks a lot . Rocker, Wow! I ‘m on seventh heaven. Means a lot 😊

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    • Shayra January 20, 2018 / 5:04 am

      Thanks a lot dear . Glad to see that you liked it 😊

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  2. agp98 January 19, 2018 / 11:14 pm

    Man .. This is good one 🔥

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  3. vishalbheeroo January 20, 2018 / 8:20 am

    It tears the heart to see love losing like that. The words we speak is better and worse than death to castigate on someone’s character. I have an issue with people who would discard someone who is not a virgin and the conservative mindset which is narrow reflects poorly. Sad, we can’t take words back. Your writing has sheer power.

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    • Shayra January 20, 2018 / 9:56 am

      Thanks a lot . The narrator use this word intentionally to separate her love , to save her from pain . First, I felt little embarrassing to use this word but I thought story demands it . Thanks a lot for your wonderful comment. I wish all new writers here will get a reader nd amazing person like you.

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      • vishalbheeroo January 20, 2018 / 10:21 am

        Yes, the beauty of a story is that we shouldn’t filter a word so that the impact is felt.

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      • Shayra January 20, 2018 / 10:25 am

        Yes, I learn from your comment too . You are a professional writer . Give me some tips to write amazing fiction .

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      • vishalbheeroo January 20, 2018 / 10:30 am

        I’d say follow your heart, read and write loads. I am still on a learning curve myself. Try to read ither bloggers.

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      • Shayra January 20, 2018 / 10:31 am

        Yes, I do read other bloggers .

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  4. Sreeblogs January 20, 2018 / 2:12 pm

    Good story. Liked it very much. A bit of bollywood tadka made it even more interesting. 😊

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    • Shayra January 20, 2018 / 2:15 pm

      Thanks a lot . It means a lot to me coming from you as I’m learning here. If there is any mistake, feel free to tell . Highly appreciated 😊

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      • Sreeblogs January 20, 2018 / 2:40 pm

        Sure I will. Even I’m learning. So no worries 😊

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    • Shayra January 26, 2018 / 11:18 am

      Is this comment on my post ??. Bit confused.

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        These are all automated posts.. 😀

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        Ohh, acha . Toh mh kya kru, I will consider it spam then . HhhHhhhaaaa

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      • Raj January 27, 2018 / 4:47 pm

        It is a spam.. take care Shayra✌

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      • Shayra January 28, 2018 / 3:55 am

        Thanks a lot for informing me about it . I get lots of spam message

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      • Raj January 28, 2018 / 5:13 am

        Spam is the problem everywhere, but spam filters should be able to catch them, but time to time check the spam also, sometimes good messages also go into spams. 🙂

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    • Shayra January 27, 2018 / 1:46 pm

      Thanks a lot for taking out time to read and for lovely comment😊

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  5. Amal Suresh January 30, 2018 / 4:32 pm

    The gif with jim carrey speaks a whole lot and adds to xactly wht yu wanad to share.
    Gr8 post shayra.
    Been a while✌

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    • Shayra January 30, 2018 / 11:20 am

      Thanks a lot for visiting here 😊. Means a lot to me.

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  6. velvetscreams February 1, 2018 / 9:49 am

    This is soooooooooooo nice….my eyes can’t help but water

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    • Shayra February 2, 2018 / 6:22 am

      Aw! Thanks a lot . I ‘m so happy to see that my fiction have that much power. Best compliment for me👍💝💝

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      • velvetscreams February 2, 2018 / 7:13 am

        It was very nice..you are welcome!

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  7. Shayra February 2, 2018 / 6:23 am

    Thanks a lot dear . It’s my pleasure 💝💝

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  9. Shayra February 3, 2018 / 11:30 am

    Awww! So sweet of you . Thanks a lot dear. Sorry! Your message goes in spam so I was not able to read😊

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  10. smilespreaderr February 3, 2018 / 1:48 pm

    Suprbb writups..
    Pls follow me and give your suggestions on my poetry:)

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    • Shayra February 3, 2018 / 8:25 am

      Sure dear 😊. Thanks for visiting 😊

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    • Shayra March 1, 2018 / 3:09 am

      Yes! It’s just a fiction which from somewhere strike in my mind and I thought to penn it down. There are a few genuine reader like u who really read other bloggers content . Glad to see that I got a genuine one 😊.

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      • charisma March 1, 2018 / 6:21 am

        Always a pleasure Shayra. 🙂 🙂 For I’ve always loved reading and writing. Isn’t that why we are here in WordPress? 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

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      • Shayra March 1, 2018 / 7:38 am

        Yes, exactly we are here bcoz we love reading and writing and need a right platform to enhance our skills😊

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    • Shayra May 12, 2018 / 2:41 pm

      That’s great . I’m grateful for this opportunity . Means a lot to me .
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