It’s beginning of a new life . Everyone is on seventh heaven. Doctor gave permission to dispatch mom from hospital.I m sitting in mother’s lap ,feeling blessed .My mother is the most beautiful lady in world.Her black eyes,curly hair ,mesmerizing smile with dazzling teeth and a charming personality is a complementary element.
Time passes by and I grew like a leaves on a tree.I never forget the lesson which I have learnt from my father while riding a bicycle.When I was learning how to ride bicycle from my father ,I listen cautiously to my father’s instruction like maintaining balance ,to apply break at right time and to keep eye on road.It seems as a child play ,but when I kept my foot on a bicycle and began to ride , I not even remembered how many times I have fallen and got hurt.I m yelling to my father to hold me from back ,but he pays no attention to my words.He knows that mind is the controller of a body.I will not even damn try if I knew my father will escape me from falling.Its a human psychology .If I count in my mind ,how many times I have fallen ? The answer popping in my mind will be in mushroom amount.Someone has well said “There is no gain ,without pain.“ My efforts never went futile and I got my first medal in interschool bicycle competition.Parents are overwhelmed by my success.I m ball of fire at younger age.
My phone is constantly buzzing at 4 am .After frequent calls when i saw the name flashing on it ,i was amazed and bewildered to see why mom is calling me at this time ? I was getting goosebumps. It was that day and time which i never forget in my life .My life has taken a toll on me . My Heart was filled with regret at father demise.He was no more ,because i hurt him .If i have controlled my anger at that time ,the whole scenario would be different .I had made a Himalayan blunder by leaving the house.
I got scholarship in a reputed college of finance and management. I m very excited to get my present on my success .As father promised me a car on my selection in best college of finance and management.I put all perseverance efforts to achieve it and get fruitful result.Although my father gave me present as a promise ,but the present is different as per my thoughts.Father gave me a book .Do i deserve a book ,though i have work hard day and night ? A first time I was at rage at my father but he did not utter a single word .I wish my mouth should be choked at that time to save my family from a disaster.But no one can control the words once spoken.It was just like an arrow which will hit its destination.
When i recalled the memories of leaving the dysfunctional family in-between,my heart sinks.It was a nightmare which is printed in my heart permanently. After a few months ,on the death funeral of my late father,when i ushers into my room with a heavy heart.I saw the same book which i have thrown ,I felt to be buried myself in earth ,when i found car keys at page 45 in a book.I was ashamed of my existence ,that was the day when i realized the loss,the unbearable pain of losing the symbolic of my existence.
My father has gone and my mother is in trauma ,all because I bring worst out of me.I regret of not receiving calls of my mother when i left the house.
.I just want to give message to others through my story that nothing is more valuable than your parents.They never leave us in darkness ,then how we can leave them in a lurch ? They are the angles of god .love them .The slight change in their habits make us feel irritating and suffocating,but we should not forget that we will be in the same picture sooner or later.As Death is mortal and old age signifies the path of endless, everything will end in same manner.